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Plus i didnt know what gay was until 6 grade, i was always attracted to boys. i have known i was gay for awhile i just didn't accept it because all my friends liked girls, i didn't like being the odd one out. I admit i lived a double life, but when i came out, i felt so much better about my life. A real man wold accept his sexuality whether it be homo, hetero, transgender etc. I agree with Stacy Bass about the real men part. Our Government is so highly based off of religion. I go to church, never have i thought about throwing God off to the side to go have 'sex' with a man. If only you could read this and know how deeply sorry I am for hurting you in that december. I wish i could just prove to you how much you meant to me.

I wish i could tell you all of this in person but knowing it would mean nothing to you and that one day i would probably go through it all again. What am i stuck with? Friendships going down the drain, exiting high school with absolutely no one. The giggle in your laugh, and your gorgeous smiles. i see you at school and just wish that i could still feel the touch of you hand the warmth of you breath. You were the best thing that had ever happened to me. I lied to myself saying that i can’t do better with out you. I tried to get you off my mind by saying that you weren’t right for me. I thought i loved someone else, but i didn’t. Now I’m the idiot living in regret as you continue life happily and joyful. I didn’t really care what people said about you. I know i can’t call you the love of my life. mainly because i know your not mine anymore. But every time i see you i just want to kill you. I tell people i have and I tell myself i have. I seem weak, stupid, dumb, bitch, retard, fucked up, the list goes on. There is nothing I can do to change your mind. You said it was all fun and games and in reality, I got hurt. I said i would love you forever and broke that promise.